Monday, December 19, 2011

New Poem 12/19/2011

This one almost wrote itself.....if ya know what I mean.

Ephemeral

Do you still seek
The omniscent voice
In a dream transcending
Place and time
The one leaving you
Unsatisfied
Wanting always

Do you venture to find
 the mystery
The apparition
Of my innocence
Still lingering
Like a star
falling

Ghostly
Not I
The heat of the heart
Melts the ephemeral
What is vague is real
You have only to touch
To discover
Tangibility.



Tuesday, December 6, 2011

New Poetry : December 6, 2011

Been thinking about all the winds they've been having back in my hometown.  Here's my take:

An Ode to Santa Anna Winds

Petulant, angry gusts
that shove across
the desert floor,
whooshing,
howling,
dry as flint,
hot as tumbleweed cinder,
filling the night
with piercing cacophonies
of sleepless song,
stunning the silence
of a starless sky,
loud,
jarring,
running through nothingness
straight to walls and windows
passin’ through
on the way
to ocean’s end.

Tuesday, November 29, 2011

A different twist on Joyce Carol Oate's "Where are you going, where have you been?"

What I'd forgotten, What I now remember

You said you'd get me,
that I'd give in,
your Arnold Friend/Treat Williams persona
in tight brown cords
and a station wagon
as your own gold jalopy,

to my 15 year old Connie,
provocative innocence,
Aphrodite on the verge,
running empty and unhinged;
with a twist of consent,
Connie never really gave,
and even less knowledge,
that particular knowledge,
Mother didn't think
I would need
so soon.

Thrust,
and blood,
Spanish tiles,
and blue waters.
Was it that way for Arnold and Connie?
Construe whatever you will;
But her apparition lingers,
the one that reluctantly said yes,
all those years ago
Now in utter dismay.

Monday, November 28, 2011

New Poetry for 11/28/11

White Winters

Winters are too
white in Minnesota,
another color would be nice,
just for a season.
That garish spread of white,
glaring angrily like shattered glass
waiting to cut,
is so intimidating;
for us transplants especially.
A color not so blinding,
so invasive,
so stark,
one that doesn't demand your attention,
one that doesn't remind you
there is no escape.

Something with a touch of,
I don't know;
a nice beige?
A color to give the eyes a rest,
A color to give the spirit
A respite.

Sunday, November 6, 2011

Poems

Just wanted to start a blog to have a place for my thoughts, poetry, etc.  Nothing fancy!!! Happy reading!!!

This one was inspired by my time at Oxford:

Summer on the Streets of Oxford

A cacophony
of fading light
descending slowly
on symphonies
of voices
blending inharmonious
congregating
on Cornmarket

Smoking with tombstones,
sarcophagus conversations,
as laughter floats
though gated graveyards
shaded in abundant summer trees.

Intermittent, shadowy light
that burns beyond the time of slumber
follow my footsteps
through this ancient place
that I have never been,
yet have always known.

Take this alien through
the ubiquitous music
of this summer evening,
as she comes home
to a place she’s never been.

And this one came from my frustrations from a very long Minnesota winter when it was still snowing in April:

To An Early Spring Blizzard

Fickle shards of white,
a violent blend
of sleet and snow.
You do not please me
with your intruding icy shroud
upon our grounds
that thawed at last
after a brutal winter.

You take your liberties
like a neighbor
refusing to acknowledge
they've over stayed their welcome
and it's time to leave

Go with the breezes,
let the warmth of spring
put you to rest
bring the vernal equinox
for real this time
Bred as we, among the mountains
Endear the serenity of rolling hills
dancing to the rhythms of tall summer grass
while denying its splendor,
compared to ominous craggy gods
green with August sage,
dabbed with a brush of winter.

This one was inspired by a line from Emily Dickinson:

 
Bred as we, among the ocean,
admire the tranquility
of the lake lapping on the rocks,
while knowing the angry
pulls of the tide,
have more power to sustain

My mind sees,
But my heart resonates
back to the familiar,
like a child
knowing only its mother
can truly provide what they need

Bred as we are.....
makes what we love
What we are
Indelible.

Thanks, Emily!!
This was written because I was feeling old on my birthday.  Postscript: Since I have written this, I have gotten older:

An epiphany,
as years fade by,
Quartz blue lucidity,
as time convolutes,
and my tomorrows
are finite and murky.
Fires burn hotter
destroying all illusion,
just when I’m told
I’ll become uncertain,
fear no longer
persuades me
to give away what belongs
rightfully to me.

Euphoric clarity,
bathe my sensations in this renaissance
on the breath of an emerging dawn
as the darkness
begins its descent.

This was written for someone I fell in love with. 

If I could transcend your words,
That flow like satin descending on skin,
Piercing into my empty places
And filling their pleading voids,
I would see behind the smokescreen
You mask with blue grey eyes,
That smile at me arbitrarily,
Melting me to the insignificance.
You think I deserve.

Language that congregates and dances
On ambiguous air
Thin as petals that brush the wind,
and dense as desert darkness,
so deep
it weighs on endless midnights.

I cling, wearing the albatross of your sentences
Around my half maiden,
Half sage heart,
I am Darcy, my will taken;
I am Sappho, dry as yellow grass
You are her hero
Igniting me with breathless fires
you build in oblivion.

If only I could see you truly,
Aye, chance, free will.